goddamngrenades: (sadass)

[personal profile] goddamngrenades 2018-03-18 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
"M'good-" He's fine, he can walk it off, they don't need to dock him points for this. "Objective's shot to hell but I'm fine. You don't-"

And it looks like white armor what with the glare and the shock and all, of course it's white armor and he doesn't mean to flinch back, not really but the last time it'd been white it'd been Wyoming and that had nearly killed him. But Ohio's too damn tall and too damn graceless to be that mustached motherfucker; he gets close and the silver clicks and it's safe. Ish. He sucks in a shaky breath and tries to focus on here and now. Which is- Situation FUBAR.

Fun times.

"Ohjesufuckingchrist-" Biofoam stings. "Sonovabitch- ow. Ow, motherfucking-"
Edited 2018-03-20 05:55 (UTC)
goddamngrenades: (Walk into the club like what up)

[personal profile] goddamngrenades 2018-03-20 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Why is it always the stomach? I have abs. I am proud of the abs-" Humor, strained and stressed as he lets his head fall back against the dust, blinking through his visor at the terribly bright sky and shadow that Ohio casts. So.

Bleeding out again. Probably going to happen. Man, he really isn't lucky enough to avoid death a fifth time. She's bound to come and collect for good. At least he's not alone, and that's a weird thought to have. The pain fades little by little and nothing feels broken. Torn to shit but- he might live. Might. Not a lot of stock to put in might. "Promise I won't lose a kidney to pay for the surgery and you got a deal."

Gallows humor- when in doubt? Poke fun. It's hard to poke or find fun but damn if he isn't determined to try.
goddamngrenades: (Don't make me splain the thing)

[personal profile] goddamngrenades 2018-03-20 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not that fat-" He grumbles, but it's more dignified than a fireman's carry and less likely to pop the seal of the biofoam- so he takes it lying down. As best he can. Every step stings in that distant way that comes from quite a few of the good drugs pumping through your system and the level of detachment only ever provided by shock. It's easier to let Ohio handle this for awhile.

Not dying is all he can really expend the effort on, anyway.

"This job sucks. I say we keep the money and take a vacation." They've earned it. Or at least he earned it. Saunders might've- he reaches out to tap their knuckles together, proud of him for looting the bodies. "Good job."

Recovery is important, he thinks, deeply in need of recovery. "D- how long till..."

He's not sure what. But the cool wash of green is a disant echo as his voice trails off, exhaustion starting to seep in.
goddamngrenades: (Who me?)

[personal profile] goddamngrenades 2018-03-21 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
"M'good, boss. S'just a scratch." Helmet cracked off for the moment so he could breathe- York's eye is unfocused, his expression loose. Glazed. Could be shock, could be medication, could be exhaustion but it's all tangling together in one big searing ache at his gut that won't go away, an itch on his nose he can't scratch, and a vague notion that he's supposed to be gearing up for spiral.

"Just. Gotta get used to the left side. We can work through it, right D?" And that's- a little more and a little less than delusions. A little more in that he actually hears, not remembers, hears, some kind of response. Lingering echos of the digital mind that lived alongside his for so long. A little less in that it's quiet, detached. Reciting lines from memory rather than performing in full. There's a job, he'll get it done. Needs to-

Levering himself up is painful, but he tries. Can't look like a sad sack.

Can't let them knock him down a few rankings but this isn't-

The pain locks him back to this moment. To the silence in his skull and the silver armor next to his and-

"...any luck finding a surgeon?" Like he didn't just have some kind of flashback to the fucking grenade and the misery afterward.
goddamngrenades: (this has got to lie down)

[personal profile] goddamngrenades 2018-03-22 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh yay. Gurney surfing." Locked halfway between slumping on the pillows and being upright sucks, so he picks an option- pulling himself upright to lean against the headboard instead, panting with the effort. Fuck. Yeah. He sat up.

Go team.

Of course the payment option twists a pained, laugh out of him- something cut off and ragged, raw and wounded until he sucks in a sharp breath to steady himself. "Don't- don't be funny. It'll be a trial but don't. Be funny."

A moment, two, maybe five? Before he asks:

"How are the boys?" They weren't shot, sure- but seeing a guy on your team take a hard hit? Seeing a Freelancer down? Morale might get low.